Wats going on?

Seriously, i dunno wat is going on anymore.
I dunno wat is wat anymore.
Its like i got things i wan to share no one wans to listen.
Things i wan to tell but nth came out of my mouth.
Its like there is something stuck in my throat,
avoiding me from saying everything out.
I wonder why, why can't i say it out.
All the feelings inside of me is like bursting out.
Its like the feelings are kept too long and wanting to get out.
i seriously, seriously want to be free of all these.
There are lots of things tat are unexplainable...

Things tat are hard to say.
Stop it jus stop asking me the same things.
I dunno how to answer and i dun wan to...
Sch holidays are ending...
I dunno wat will happen in sch...
I wonder if i would still be treated the same as before.
I wan everything to change.
I wan everything to be great.
I wan my class to have no more hatred.
Is it so hard to acheive all those things?
Thinking of all these i jus dun wan to go bck sch.

I would rather be happier staying at home alone.
I dun wan go bck to the old and sad me.
I wan to be a more cheerful person.
More happier and a person who had more friends.
Things are getting harder for me to cope.
I wonder how long could i stand it more.
The more i'm at sch the more sad i felt.
Ppl says secondary sch life is great and unforgetable.
I dun agree to tis at all.
Is a person who is sad in secondary sch great?
I jus wish tat ppl could be more harmony in class.

I wan to have at least a person which i can talk to in class.
I can't believe i'm writing tis much...
I wonder if anyone will see.
Its long i'm sure ppl are lazy to see.
Its ok i'm used to it.
I guess i'll jus have to live my days as sad as i was last time.
Although things had change for the better a bit.
But something jus not rite.
Everyone had a friend to find at sch...
Somehow its like i can't find one.
Yes i had friends but soon they have others friends.
And the time we spent together will be lesser.
Things is jus not rite.

I'll post until here i guess.
I'll see if i wanna post tmr...

I'm am always un-notice... and i'll 4ever will be...