#54 CONFUSE!!!

These are all the presents i make hehes. Nice rite? LOLS i so bhb all of a sudden. Hais quite a lot of things happen than its so confusing. I try to stop thinking about it but like can't. Yesterday stay at jas de house. Met a lot of jas de cousins than onli close to a few onli hahas. Got one of jas de cousins stay at jas house tat day. Even yoga stay at jas de house lols. Yoga got drunk than he damn funny lor. He keep dunno talk nonsense than dunno do funny things. But at the same time he is scary cause he can't control himself like tat. I drink one slip so nvm hahas. But my body got veri veri burnt up. hahas. A lot of things happen in jus one day lor. I lazy to say more info. If wan mayb can contact me and mayb i'll tell u hehes.

so many confusing things hais i'm blur-ed.

#53 Its christmas eve le :D

Its christmas eve now hehes.

WEeeeeeeeeee~~~

Gonna have fun at around 4pm till the next morning.

Going to jia le de condo for bbq.

Swimming wif fang and min bah hehes.

Gonna have a lots and lots of fun.

Mayb also will take pic?

Mayb onli ohs but i wan to take siol.

Taking photo is so much fun.

A bit shy shy cause its like so zi lian a bit hahas.

I love my camera hope can take lots of photos.

I wan more photos for mmrs u noe.

Cause one day i might forget everything wors.

Dunno when mayb i will have mmr lost hahas.

I scare i forget everything than my photos can help me rmb.

YAY! gonna take lots of photos hehes.

Fun time will be coming.

Oh ya mayb going countdown hahas.

Seems fun since i nv go to any countdown before.

Countdown is fun hehes.

Hopes all my friends have fun tmr till CHRISTMAS!!!!

Enjoy ur days everyone hehes.

MUACKXZS to everyones :D

Hope fun times stays forever!

#52 Gone out wif min :)

Gone out wif min todae.

Went to buy christmas presents and play arcade.

Taken lots of photo but lazy post all.

Saw fang at the arcade there.

Some presents still haven't buy die!

But i had fun so nvm hehes.

Actually onli one present haven't buy but nvm la.

Played drum game wif min.

I veri fast lose liao lor than min complete all.

Hope i can do better next time i play.

Brought-ed ear muffles hahas.

So damn cute la than take photo wif it hehes.

Looks like xiao mei mei sia me.

Todae is a fun day.

I follow min to jurong west see ppl play bb.

Got bored and played iphone for a bit hahas.

Lots of games is fun hahas.

I'm gonna play audi later bah.

Or mayb maple hahas.

Its a fun day and i enjoyed it.

#51 sad days keeps coming.

I'm really feeling down these days.
Things are really not gd.
Firstly i forget my com password and can't use my main acc.
Than i have tis veri lonely feelings.
And than i gives troubles to my friends.
These are things tat i didn't wan to see.
I dun really noe wat to say.
I got lots of things to say but can't say it out.
I really wish someone would understand how i feel.
But i noe nobody can understand how i feel except for myself.
Tmr, i'm going to buy presents.
I'm gonna go alone.
I wonder if going alone is the right thing.

I hate to be alone but wat else is there for me to do?
I dun wan give ppl troubles.
Everytime i go out wif friends i make things become bad.
My clique name :
S - Sadness
Y - Youth
G - Group
I keep on wondering am i the source of sadness?
I dun wan...
I jus wan everyone to be happy.
I dun care if i'm not happy.
I jus wan to see happy faces all around and i'm happy.

Its hard cause nobody wans to give me a happy face.
Everyone jus gives me a sad face around me.
Its hard but i have to find someway to get through it.
I can't run away cause running away won't solve anything.

i wan to run away, but i realise its not a easy thing to do...